BEST THING

right now in my life my girl friend is having a little baby boy any time now. i know your thinking we are way to young. yes i did have a plan, my plan was i wanted to be married, own my own home, and car by the time i was twenty-eight before a baby came. i just got a early jump on life. all of that will come in time. most people would take having a baby so early in life as a bad thing but i am keeping a positive attitude. babies are not a bad thing. yes they are a lot of work and time consuming. the thing is i know my girl friend and i can do it.  i am prolly one of the hardest working individuals out there right now. i will do what ever it takes to take care of my family. i am not worried at all, OK that’s a lie i am worried to death, but that is normal right? i figure we can take it one step at a time and see where our life path leads us. my good friend once told me ” most people go into a relationship thinking it is a 50%\50% thing but in all actuality it should be 100%\100% so we both are giving it our all and just not half of what we have.” right now in life i couldn’t be happier, my girl friend and soon to be baby are the most important things to me right now, ill never give up on either of them. i will always be there for them to the end.

unwelcome

Saturday was my girlfriends baby shower and of course i had to go. i know a baby shower is for girls but i was like that donkey not wanting to go any where but i got pulled along. well my mom  and i went. when we where there i was talking to a few people and my mom was sitting by herself in a corner and no one was talking to her. so i stood up and introduced her to everyone in the room and only one person said hi and that was it. well my girlfriends cousin works with my mom(we didn’t know this till the day before her baby shower). she was the only one that talked to my mom all day. i think that is really pitiful that my soon to be family(most likely) cant even make my mom feel like she is going to be the other grandma. my whole family already considers my girlfriend part of our family but hers cant even make us feel welcome. i don’t think it is to hard to ask to just be nice for a few hours a week towards my family not including the ones that do not live by them. it would be nice to approve of me because i am doing what i have to do to provide for my soon to be son and wife. i am trying my hardest and i mean my hardest to make things easy on my girlfriend. yet they don’t see it that way. it is my fault we are having a kid. it is my fault that there dear, sweet, innocent daughter,cousin, niece, or granddaughter is having a baby. i just wish everyone would just except it and go along with life like her and i are doing. just make best of the situation and support us. that’s all we really need is there moral support and reassurance.

the real view

i was working the other day and my GM hired a few new people. he was giving them a trial period before taking the step and hiring them full time. well there was this one young gentlemen that looked really respectable and he was very polite. well he worked his day and i was on my break, he got paid and called for his ride. well come to find out he lives in a group home and they don’t want him working a few hours a day. so he is not allowed to work just for that reason. it is very hard to find a job now-a-days, trust me i know. this gentlemen was given a job and gets paid every day and just for that reason he is not allowed to work there. i think that is very wrong the man wanted to work and his group home person told him no. the gentlemen had the drive and the want to work, let him work and better things will come his way. that’s all you really need to be successful is the drive and the want to.

daily life

i was at work today( i hold a sign for 6-9hours depending)  and i was thinking about what is going to happen to me with in the next couple months. i have a baby boy coming any time, i have his baby room to finish up, i have more baby items to buy, i help my girl friends mom with bills. its just very over whelming at times that so many people depend on me. but i keep taking a new step forward everyday. thinking of all the good i am actually doing and not about the bad. how i am going to give my baby boy the best life i can, how i help my girl friends mom make it through the month, how my baby room is going to be SPECTACUALAR. life is like a Charles Swindoll quote “The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company… a church… a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past… we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you… we are in charge of our Attitudes.” so take control and just leave it up to you. you will react in the right manner if you are in control.

Hello world!

hello out there….this is my first blog and i would just like to get started with a little about myself. my name is kyle, i am 19 years old, i love to play sports, i am  a very generous person, i love to help people and just make there day better. this is a whole new experience for me so i am getting it started with this. i am going to see how it goes with this and take off with it.